when u put on a song u like at a party that no one knows
It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away too when they go.
I have this unhealthy habit of developing a crush on people who I know I have no chance with. Its super depressing tbh
my soul mate is most likely a grilled cheese